"Prince
Aaron II"
The
water has a life it's own. It becomes a river, which I am swept
away
in. No use trying for the banks, cause that's where all humanity
huddles
in quiet and not so quiet desperation. Drowning one another
trying
to get out of the river looking for safety. An illusion, as if
the
river would never overflow the banks. Silly fools, yet I ponder
that
possibility. I don't know where I am or where I am going. The
water
holds me up if I go with it, if not, then I become tired. I
think
I know what my outcome will be.
We
are going some place because the river flows to that place,
somewhere.
This river is warm, and I cry like a baby. Wanting to
empty
the fathoms of my pain, wanting something that gnaws at my
sanity
incessantly. I try to quiet this wanting, but it has a life
all
it's own. I don't have the ability to stop this than I do the
dreams
that drench my being, rattling the bones and iron bars in this
cagey
world. All I have been up to this moment, has been one big
figment
of humanities imagined fears. How quaint. Makes me want to
The
river cleanses the slime from my mouth. Stories told and
untold
wrap around me in the waters. Churning up a frenzy that
reminds
me of piranha and I panic. But, it's not me they are after,
it's
the stories. I think back to all those moments of knowledge,
ideas,
dreams, and it is puzzling to wonder where this is leading.
Could
I know and not need to know. Would it matter? Am I only one,
only
a mirror. Here I go again...
Mirror
Mirror on the wall
I
have gone over the wall
I've
been looking in the mirror
Now
it's on the other side
Fleeting
images gone from its face
Reminds
me of the human race
The
questions I asked of it were answered in riddles
Here
I stand true to nature
Standing
naked like a tree
Shed
your coat from your limbs
Grown
in Spring and Summer
Does
Fall to Winters ground
Where
do I go from here?
One
door leads only to another
Am
I free to come and go as I please?
Like
ice cream, pick a flavor for your Savior
Which
one shall I have today?
Enjoy
the moment but don't you stay
Relish
in the whirlwind of cosmic adventure
Be
the fool or the King or anything in between
Step
right up, pick your reality, really be real
So,
what is that, a figment of my imagination?
Where
I imagine some assumption, what an ass
What
does it all mean?
Dreams
drift and shift, a gift to tell
Illusions
or real, hard to tell
Here
one minute, gone the next
Dream
or reality, read the text
Am
I about to wake in those moments
Or
is it the winds of change, fate blowing me
Along
the river of life
Sherman
R. Buck
October
26, 1995